Btw… I forgot to sing the third verse… haha.
I don’t wanna go back but at the same time I do
I invest in lies but want to withdraw the truth
Give me one day one ticket one way back to you
‘Cause it’s the last few moments that we regret
And the second hand chases away things that we’ve said
And you’re left with the loud sound of silence in your headOh, I’m a bird that swims, I’m a fish that flies
I’m the very thing that I despise
A streak of grey in a greater light
The sun is setting on the current age but I can’t seem to turn the page
‘Cause it’s never “I’ll move on” but instead “I don’t know” is what I sayCan’t keep going I’m far off track
‘Cause I can’t bear to look forward, can’t bear to look back
Can’t move on I’m far behind because I can’t make up my mindThis life is a life of indecision… or isn’t it?
I run from a place and the next day I want to revisit it
So for a while I’ll be the one quite easy to find
‘Cause I’ll be waiting at the crossroads just trying to decidethird verse I forgot:
The door is open but I won’t go through
I debate it in my head but I know it’s the truth
That simply I don’t know what to do
There’s a perfect balance in between accepting change and the old routine
But how can I accept something when I’m too busy overthinkingAnd when I try to think of a way outside
Nothing comes to mind except for what You provide
Because You see all of me and who I’ll be
So help me to decide
Listen to the original, albeit 8th grade, full band version here.
Praise God for sanctification and maturity! Praise God that in my weakness and indecisiveness, He is still LORD! May I continually be humbled to submission to Christ and submission to the fact that I have so much more to learn and so much farther to go to be like Jesus.
On Christ the solid rock we stand.
-Riley
February 2nd, 2010 at 11:23 pm
Surprise! You can quit refreshing.
I really enjoyed the fifteen minute head scratch. Seriously made me LOL z.
P.S.
I liked the song
February 3rd, 2010 at 3:43 pm
Absolutely amazing. I love it! It’s cool to see how the Holy Spirit has matured you (and me, and all of us for that matter) since the day and time you wrote this song.
Awesome post.
February 3rd, 2010 at 8:46 pm
Does this mean that the rest of us have to start doing Zachareels, Trey TV, Theateric, and John Movies Hodgins? (depending on who actually decides to contribute).
February 3rd, 2010 at 8:51 pm
Or maybe Zach-O-Vision, Tele-Trey, Treyna Vista, Chinography…
February 3rd, 2010 at 8:52 pm
Haha nice. I don’t know. I just wanted to do me some video so I could talk and play some mewzic.
February 3rd, 2010 at 10:59 pm
really, really wonderful!
February 8th, 2010 at 5:39 pm
I really like the other version of this song. And so I’m excited you put up an acoustic version! It’s awesome. It’s cool to see your growth spirtually and musically.