Psalm 13:1-2
How long, O LORD? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
How long must I take counsel in my soul and have sorrow in my heart all the day?
How long shall my enemy be exalted over me?
Isaiah 1: 4-6
Ah, sinful nation, a people laden with iniquity, offspring of evildoers, children who deal corruptly! They have forsaken the LORD, they have despised the Holy One of Israel, they are utterly estranged.
Why will you still be struck down? Why will you continue to rebel? The whole head is sick, and the whole heart faint.
From the sole of the foot even to the head, there is no soundness in it, but bruises and sores and raw wounds; they are not pressed out or bound up or softened with oil.
It’s easy to ask the question “How long, O Lord?!”. It’s easy to cry out in desperation to God because we just don’t feel His presence, or just can’t defeat a certain sin, or just don’t see any change in a friend’s life. It’s easy to question and wonder and accuse God when the season is dry, or the times are stormy, or the road is hard. It comes naturally to us–just ask the nation of Israel.
But I think if we could stop our questions, or really more like complaints, I think we would hear God saying in reply: “How long? How long will you continue to live in rebellion? How long will you continue to try to hide your injuries from me? Come to me and be restored! Come to me and be healed!”. Oh, if only we would stop and listen to God’s voice, revealed in His Word and spoken within in by His Spirit. Jesus cries out to His Church “How often would I have gathered your children together as a hen gathers her brood under her wings, and you would not!” (Mat. 23), and yet we continue despising the messengers He sends and disregarding the His voice. He cries out to us, “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls” (Mat. 11). He graciously offers, “whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life” (John 4). He promises “Whoever abides in me and I in him, he it is that bears much fruit, for apart from me you can do nothing” (John 15). And He confidently assures us, ” Go and make disciples… [for] behold, I am with you always, even to the end of the age” (Mat. 28).
And yet most of the time we refuse to rest in Him. We long for His comfort, but refuse to run into His arms. We beg for Him to speak, but never listen for His voice or read His words. We pray for Him to move, but are unwilling to be His hands and feet. We yearn to feel a passion for His name, and yet go whoring after temporary pleasure instead.
Perhaps when we pray “God, hallowed be your Name in my heart–set your holy Name apart within me so that I glory only in You”, perhaps then God is saying to us “Why will you still be struck down? Why will you continue to rebel?”.
Maybe the reason we don’t have joy in our lives is because we are neglecting to fight the sin in our lives. Sin steals our joy, and unrepentant sin steals our faith. Let us run to our God, for He can and will supply all our needs according His riches and glory in Christ Jesus. And et us put on our armor, and stand in the strength of Christ, and fight for our joy.
I highly, highly recommend John Piper’s sermon called “The Fight For Joy”. Other than Don’t Waste Your Life, this is the most life-altering thing I’ve ever gleaned from Piper. I listen to this sermon probably once every three or four months to remind myself of the things he teaches in that sermon. If we could follow the principles and suggestions he gives in the sermon, we would be so much stronger, so much more mature, so much closer to Christ than we can even imagine. I don’t know where it is online, but I’ll talk to Riley and try to find a way to make the mp3 available. I’ll let you know when I get it.